Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Year 1 Day 138 (Day 503)

Hi all! So I've decided to take an early leave from my pity party I was having for the past few days. I've realized that I can't change the fact that I'm sick, but I do have control over my eating and exercise. The exercise part is ify because I'm sick but there is no excuse for me eating the way that I have over the past few days. I need to stop all of this emotional eating and get back at it (even this morning, I ate a cookie because I'm emotional). This is all stopping from here on out now, no more emotional eating and I will make healthier choices.

I stepped on the scale this morning (just to see where I'm at so I can start fresh from today), and it's no surprise to me that I gained weight. I'm up about 2 pounds, and yes, I'm sure it's not legitimately a 2 lb gain because I didn't eat 7,000 extra calories. But no doubt some of it had to do with my food. So I'm starting fresh today and hoping to get in a little walking later and possibly catching up on my February challenge. I went to the chiropractor this morning and it's already helping my head to feel better. And tomorrow morning I am going into the doctor, hopefully he will be able to give me some antibiotics so that I can start fighting whatever I have.

One thing that I do have to say is thank God, Abid was finally able to come online today. Those of you who don't know, Abid and I weren't able to talk for about 2.5 days and I was going crazy about it. This is the main reason why I was so emotional, I was just very worried about him and wasn't sure why he wasn't able to come online. Well I knew why but my mind just went and thought about the worst things that could have happened. I am so thankful that nothing did happen and it was just his internet not working and my day was about 1000x better after being able to see him and talk to him.

Tomorrow my good friend Ashley will be up here visiting from Texas with her fiance. :) And then on Friday we will be going wedding dress/bridesmaid dress shopping, so it should be a ton of fun. Even better, it'll be so nice to get out of the house for a few hours.Then if I'm feeling better by Sunday, I'll be heading back down to Texas with them for a few weeks. I have mixed feeling about it, I've never been to Texas but Ashley hates it so I'm not sure if I want to go or not. But I suppose we will have to wait and see how I'm feeling on Sunday when they are leaving.

Wow, this blog post has taken a lot longer than it was suppose to. I started it this morning right after I got back from the chiropractor but then Abid came online :) (best part of my day). Then right after that i made my lunch and was on the phone with Ashley all afternoon. When we got off the phone it was about time to start dinner, and now it is the early evening. Oh well, better late than never, I suppose. I'll be honest, I didn't count calories today but I didn't eat as much as I have the past few days. I need to weigh-in for a challenge I'm a part of on Friday, so we'll see where I'm at then. But it's time to go lay down because I'm freakishly tired (I've barely slept the past few nights). So until next time.


1 comment:

  1. I hope you feel better soon and enjoy time with your friend! That's so exciting. I love when my friends come visit! So much fun!