Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Year 1 Day 137 (Day 502)

Hi all.

Just to give you all a heads up, this blog probably will not be all happy and positive like it normally is. I'm sick, stressed, and emotional. This sickness is just getting worse as the days progress, so I've made a doctor appointment. But sadly, I can't get in until Thursday morning, it's better than nothing though. My headache/dizziness is getting a touch better (but I shut the blinds, so I think my headache gets better with less light). Even though my head is getting better, my coughing and sneezing is getting worse, plus I woke up with a sore throat. :(

On top of being sick, I haven't been able to really talk to Abid since Sunday night. We did talk for about 2 minutes on the phone yesterday because his internet hasn't been working but we haven't talked today at all. This just makes everything else 10x worse because I miss my love. :( I'm sure that he hasn't been online because his internet hasn't been working but when I can't talk to him, it just worries me.

God I'm whiny today, it's probably due to lack of sleep and feeling incredibly crappy. Along with missing my fiance like crazy. :( I promise that I'm usually not this whiny. But I've got to cut this one short. I'm just not feel well at all and when I'm up for too long it makes my head hurt more. So until next time.


1 comment:

  1. Oh no! I'm sorry to see you're feeling under the weather and I'm praying the doctors will be able to help!

    And I know how hard long distance relationships can be. My hubby and I were long distance for 6 out of the 9 months of our engagement. He was away at grad school and it was TOUGH. I hope you get to talk to your Abid soon :)