Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Realizing a few things

Oh my Lord, it is absolutely gorgeous today! It's in the mid-upper 40s and the sun is shining. :) I can definitely handle this weather. My eating has been a lot better today as well, it helps that I had class this morning. I could have made a little better food choice for lunch but it wasn't horrible. I am sort of worried about tonight though, there is a pot luck at my church that I'm going to for dinner. All I can do is stay strong and make good food choices.

I stepped on the scale this morning, just out of curiosity from the past few days and to my surprise I didn't gain anything!! :) That makes me a very happy camper. Tomorrow is my weigh-in day, so I'm hoping it will bring good news. And today I just noticed that I am almost down 25 lbs from where I started, 25 lbs!!! I have never lost this much weight. Realizing this is really helping my confidence level and it's helping me know that I can do this. I can win this battle :)

This is a strange feeling for me, my mind has been on a guy all day. He goes to my church and we're in choir together. I first started liking him about a year ago when we started Easter choir practices and it's that time of year again. Yes, he knows who I am, we talk at choir. But it's just hard, because he's quite a bit older than me. He's in his mid 30's and I'm only 21. Honestly, that doesn't matter very much to me, and I still like him either way. He's sweet, kind, caring and most importantly a Christian. And he's cute too :) I just don't really know what to do, I mean I'm going to be patient with this whole situation because it's in God's hands but ya know. I just wish that I knew how he felt. But it is what it is.

I've got homework that needs to be done. So bye bye for now.



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