Wednesday, January 30, 2013


Post number 2 of the day, I just have a lot on my mind.

Today/tonight I was just "surrounded" by marriage. First it was the movie that my mom and watched today, don't get me wrong, I absolutely love that movie. But it ultimately leads to finding the person you love and getting married. And then after dinner I was going through the blogs that I follow and reading different posts about marriage. It was nice reading about it, they shared stories of their wedding days, date nights, the proposal, and different advice about marriage. It was interesting to read about, seeing that I will be a married woman in the near future.

And now it leads to what I'm feeling. It makes me miss Abid even more. There was one blog that I could relate to even more, in her "about me" section she shared her story about her and her husband. They had to be in a long distance relationship for 2 years (they both lived in the US though), not to say that it makes it any easier. Long distance relationships are hard, no matter what the distance is, whether there's just a few hours or you have to cross an ocean to be with the person. I have a few friends who are in long distance relationships and they are hundreds of miles from the person they love and it's hard for them. And here I am, about 7200 miles apart from Abid, and it's equally hard. Let's just be honest, long distance relationships suck. And I can't wait until we don't have to be long distance anymore. I just want to be with Abid, I'm tired of missing him so much every day. I'm tired of worrying about him every second. Not knowing if he's alright or not. Especially when his internet isn't working and we can't talk. It totally and completely sucks!

I just wanted to share a few pictures of  my love, Abid. Yes, he's goofy, but he makes me smile. His goofiness is one of the things that attracted me to him the most. Not to mention, I think he's freaking gorgeous. :) And I tell him that every single day. This long distance may be really hard, but this wonderful man is worth it. His love gets me through every day. Because he shows me just how much he loves and cares me, and I know that once we're together he will continue to show me every day. 

Just looking at these pictures of him makes me think about before we were in love, when we were just getting to know each other. We talked for a few weeks through emails and had no idea what the other one looked like, yet he still fell in love with me. And I fell in love with his wonderful, Godly personality and soul. But when I saw him for the first time (it was on my birthday, it was the best birthday present) I fell in love with him even more. I mean come on, look at that smile and those gorgeous eyes. Who wouldn't fall in love? :) 

Let's not forget how much I love a man  when he is dressed up. Most men look good in a button down shirt, but to me, Abid looks extremely good (Well he looks great in everything he wears :) ). This may sound like his physical appearance is the most important to me, but it's really not. I have a firm believe that when you truly love a person, their physical appearance is attractive to you. And let's just face it, in a marriage or any romantic relationship for that matter, you need to be physically attracted to your partner. Believe me, Abid is 100% my "type". I've always been attracted to men who are around my height, thin, dark hair, and dark eyes. Yeah, pretty sure that Abid hits that 100%. :) 

Abid's physical appearance isn't the thing that really made me fall in love with him though. I fell in love with this goofy, honest, caring, romantic, sweet man. A man who always puts the people he cares about before himself. The man who would do anything to be with me. The man who does everything in his power to make me smile all the time. A man who loves me for me, regardless of what I do right or wrong. We could have an argument and right as I feel like crying, he'll be there telling me how much he loves and trying to make me smile again. Abid is the best man that I've ever met in my life and I am so thankful to have him. I am thankful that he loves me and always thinks positively of me. He believes in us even when no one else does. 

What I'm really trying to say is that long distance is hard but it really is worth it, if it's with the right person. And I know that I'm with the right person. Abid is the person who was meant to end up with me, he is perfect for me in every way. I cannot wait until our wedding day and then for the rest of our lives because I get to spend mine with the most amazing man in the entire world (Believe me, I searched the entire world and found my love on the other side of it). I love you Abid, more than I could ever explain. And I plan on spending the rest of my life showing you just how much you mean to me. You are my love, my life, my everything, and I thank God for you every day. 

Until next time. 


1 comment:

  1. He sounds just wonderful. I wish you too all the best